Afterlife




Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife

'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(Who are you?; I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

ketika gw naek klas 2 sikap gw ga berubah,gw mlah tambah parah kali ini gw ketemu tmen yg 1 hobi ma gw yaitu cabut,gw slalu cbut ma dy absen gw sampe 48 hari itu cuma 1 semester,mulai jdi pecandu rokok trus gw......................


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hay,para pengunjung blog gw,gw maw lanjutin cerita gw lg,ketika gw lulus sd gw msuk skolah smp yg berada di dpan kuburan & dket kampung gtu deh,pertama gw ilfeel ma skolah gw itu slain kampungan & bau sapi jga rawan pemalakan,gw skul dstu krn terpaksa,tpi lama2 gw sneng distu,gw mulai bergaul ma ka2 klas gw yg waktu itu dy klas 3,gw mlai bandel & cabut2an,tpigw naek ke klas 2,pas klas 2 itulah cerita gw dimulai.......................



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salam knal nama gw lucky,gw tinggal di daerah pinggiran Jakarta gitu deh,gw lahir tgl 15 desember 1993,sewaktu gw kecil gw bandel bnged sampe-sampe gw pernah ngintipin tetangga gw mandi,trus gw kethuan deh... waktu gw msuk sd gw jarang mauy sekolah sampe-sampe gw ga naek sekolah tuh pas kelas 1 sd........... gw sempet di pukulin ma bokap gw &ga boleh keluar maen sampe 2 minggu.......... singkat cerita pas gw klas 3 sd gw suka ma tmen gw yg nama'a RATU & VELLA pas gw naek ke klas 4 gw sempet nembak RATU lalu gw di terima,yah dsar nak sd pacaran'a cuma ngobrol,jajan,and contek2an ja klo lg blajar,pas klas 6 sd gw putus ma dy krn gw ngerasa jdi pembantu'a doang,suruh ini suruh itu. skian dlu ya ntar gw posting yg baru lg,di tunggu aja oke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!